On cloudy days the autumn colors are more vibrant, more intense. Like the cloudy days, the back drop of a journey with cancer makes the Scriptures richer, deeper, and even more meaningful for my husband Howard. As he copes with the weakness and fatigue of chemotherapy, he has a whole new appreciation for Philippines 4: 13 and 19. ” I can do everything through him who gives me strength…And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.”
I feel sad that my husband has to suffer. As his caregiver, I feel anxious. The back drop of these emotions makes the promises of my Lord more dear and more beautiful. I share my sadness with The Father, knowing he said, “As a mother comforts her child, so I will comfort you.” (Isaiah 66:13) I take courage as I remember his words, “Don not be afraid, for I am with you…” (Isaiah43:5)
Father, Thank You for the cloudy days, the dark seasons in life. Thank you for the way they highlight the colors, the spectrum of your beauty and the beauty of your marvelous words to us.